I no longer want to be the person that engages in gossip for the sake of bonding with a colleague.
I no longer want to be the person that fuels her anger and frustration by complaining and going round in circles.
I no longer want to be living a mediocre life when I know that I can be living the life of my dreams.
I am ready to make the commitment. I am ready to make changes. I am ready to live the best life I can.
A colleague at work just announced today that she will be leaving at the end of this month to go and live in London. This used to be my dream, you know? Life in London…❤️ I have to openly admit that hearing her say that felt like someone kicked me in the stomach. I feel jealous just because she is creating the life of her dreams, living the best life she can, and I am not. Not yet. At the same time, hearing her say that makes me realise once more that everything is possible. That someone can just quit and leave. Someone can just move to another country with lots of unknown adventures awaiting there. It is all possible. Also for me. I just have to do the necessary steps to make my dream life possible. Whatever this may be, whatever this may entail. It is all out there, I just need to go out and get it.