At the moment my stomach feels very tight. My head still hurts from all the crying last night and this morning. And I experience a feeling of uneasiness which I am finding difficult to describe. It is as if I am in an unsettling situation far away from home.
Is it the fear of the unknown? Guilt for having hurt someone I care about? Worry that I could have behaved more kindly?
I am allowed to feel sad. Even if I was the one who had initiated it. And I am allowed to take my time to come to terms with my decision, even if I know that it was the right one for me.